Penguin Young Readers Group
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“Masters the beauty of vulnerability.”—Shondaland
“A powerful, honest account of an activist’s experiences of being gay in a culture she loves but in which it’s hard to see a place for herself.”—Kirkus Reviews, starred review
It’s hard to say goodbye when you don’t want to go.
Growing up as a teenager in Amman, Jordan, in the 1980s and ’90s, Luma might not have had the words to describe her sexuality—there is no word for gay in Arabic—but she knew enough to keep it a secret. If discovered, her conservative religious community wouldn’t hesitate to kill her. As a member of a wealthy and influential family in the city, her last name protected her but would only go so far, and she feared that her family, whom she loved so much, would cast her out.
But keeping her sexuality a secret wasn’t something she could live with either, and Luma spent her teen years becoming increasingly desperate. It was heartbreakingly simple—to live, she would have to leave. And so, Luma makes the tough decision to apply for asylum in the United States while attending college, causing her family to break ties with her when she refuses to return home.
Relying on the grace of friends and strangers alike, Luma begins to build a new life, one where she can fully embrace her identity as a gay Muslim woman. Slowly she forges a new path forward with both her biological and chosen families while never forgetting where she’s from.
STANDARD, PRIMARY, DM AND VARIANT COVERS
Standard and Primary covers are widely available through general retailers. They often have higher print runs and can be cheaper, especially during sales.
In contrast, Direct Market (DM) and variant covers are primarily sold in comic shops. DM editions tend to have more limited availability and may be more valuable to collectors.
The main differences lie in artwork style, availability, price, and collector appeal. Ultimately, the choice between standard and variant covers depends on personal preference, budget, and individual collecting goals.
PRODUCT TYPES
Comic book enthusiasts have various formats to choose from when collecting their favorite stories.
Here's a brief overview of the main types:
Omnibus
- Large, hardcover collections
- Usually contain complete runs or extensive story arcs
- Typically 800-1000+ pages
- Higher price point, often €100-€150
Oversized Hardcover (OHC)
- Similar dimensions to omnibus, but thinner
- Collect shorter runs or story arcs
- Usually 300-600 pages
- Priced between €30-€50
Hardcover (HC)
- Standard-sized hardcover books
- Collect 6-12 issues typically
- Similar dimensions to single issues, but with a hard cover
- Priced around €25-€35
Trade Paperback (TP)
- Softcover collections
- Standard comic book size
- Usually collect 4-6 issues
- Most affordable option, typically €15-€25
Other Formats
- Absolute Editions: Oversized, deluxe hardcovers (mainly DC Comics)
- Compendiums: Massive paperback collections
- Graphic Novels (OGN/GN): Original stories not previously released as single issues
The choice between these formats often depends on personal preference, budget, and collecting goals. Omnibus and OHC editions offer larger artwork and more content but at a higher price, while TPs provide a more affordable way to collect complete story arcs